。。

最近一直都发恶梦。。 都没睡好。。
那些梦好奇怪。。 因为不管我发生什么事，你都会不理我。。 好像我们从来也不认识那样。。 ）= 是想太多了吗？没有啊。。我都没想。。 这么会这样呢？：/
算了。。没心写了。。 拜拜。。

Missin~ eu~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AnNZYocqDQY
missing eu while listening to this music~ cant blame.. miss u badly )=
today at van's hse, listening to this song while tears in de eyes ))"=
try badly nt to let it flow but came out a lil D: lucky no one saw :3
didnt dare to tel u.. agn..
i feel damn bad for nt telling u stuff.. n its suffering bearing it all alone! >< but i jst cant c u being sad )": it tortures me to c u tat way.. so.. i can only tell it out here (= somehow, i hope u do manage to find my blog but de other half of me doesnt want u to find it .__. how??
will leave it all to fate den..
n de cal ytd nite.. it makes me feel damn bad.. )= its like im damn evil.. am i? guess so :/ no besties.. nt much close frens.. i sucked..
KAYY! SKIP THIS!! >__< dunwan bo moood later ><
lets talk bout smtg HAPPIE! :DD
ohh ohh!! wads de date today?! :DDD
CORRECTO~!! its de 19th of November! ;) weee~~
its been de eleventh month v've been together :3 <3
after all de ups n downs, v still manage to be together.. so.. i hope i can pass this test once agn like de rest of de time ^^
i wish u will b thre for me when i want to give up on us, convince me with our love tat v can go through everythg together (': kayy? i knw u can do it! :*
mwakkakcxx <3I LOVE YOU MY DEAR <3
hahahahah :DD *HAPPPIEEE* ^^



HAPPIE ELEVENTH MONTH ANNIVESERYY~!! <3 LOVE YAA LOTS  <3 MWAKCSSSXX :*

im sorry.. i am.. my bad..

im so so so so so sorry for nt being wit u when u nid someone so badly )=
i knw i suck as a besty )=
v're like soooooo freaking close during form 1! hang out tgt~ tel secrets to one another~ have fun n everythg! but nw.. everythg chg..
since form2, cz of being in diff classes, our topic been lesser n lesser.. my bad.. im nt someone hu knws hw to find topic .__. i suck in it!! D: n diff class diff story.. everythg diff.. tried to talk to u bout stuff but u were bored n werent happie.. i tried to cheer u up but i failed to.. try to chg topic but u werent in de mood i understands why.. so wad i can only do for u is nt to let ppl take advantage of u or bully u.. maybe cz of my over reacting freaks u out n make thgs worst? u started nt to tel me anythg.. slowly slowly.. v've became strangers to each other.. even if v c each other, i jst manage to say a "Hi" only.. n u replied a "Hi" n continue talking wit other ppl.. im glad tat u werent lonely anymore (= gud job gurl! ;) u've gt manii frens now ^^
im sorry for making u feeling left out.. u might think me n him tgt, u shouldnt interupt but u've forgotten smtg~ BiZ!! remember?! 3 tgt all in 1!! or is it me nt bothering u? did i? if i did, im sorry agn.. but i'd try all my best to include u both in my live tgt! >< seems tat i've failed terribly.. )= haihh..
did u notice tat i've kinda stop telling u secret since den? nt tat i dont want to tel u but.. i'd thought about it.. but even wit de 3 of us, i would like some secret between me n him.. all those are jst bout me n him.. if it includes others, i've would have tell u.. im willing to tel u! like wad happen today~ anythg happie or sad~ mayb nid a shoulder to cry on~ till one day.. i dun rmb clearly wad happen but tat time u were hypering~ (de normal sott u who likes to forget everythg bad tat had happen by hypering) i've told u nt to tel anyone bout it.. (dun rmb wad was it) n too bad.. u were hypering tat time so, u jst spill everythg out like almost infront of everyone .__. (like someone drunk dy)so, since tat day, im starting to have fobia >< i dont dare to tel u so much anymore.. scare anytime u hyper ni den spill out agn den doom doom doom.. so tats why.. if u wanna blame me for being stingy, its alrite.. i do agree cz i am..
hmm.. i do hope u'll open up to someone one day.. i mean choose someone hu understand u. cz u're kinda hard to understand. .__." nt hard actually, is jst tat u keep everythg bad everythg sad way way way down de bottom of ur heart.. u dun reali need to tell everythg out.. but jst dont put a mask on ur face.. its verii tiring )= u've been doing it for so long.. arent u tired? >< i knw u dont want to do it but force to cz no one understands u n ppl will ask "r u alrite?" this tat this tat.. *annoying* so.. i hope u'll find tat someone as fast as possible! it doesnt need to be a guy ya knw.. it can be yong le or other ppl u reali trust (= so jia you jia you! (=
hmm.. its been a long long time since i've been talking so much with u cz normally u gt manii other ppl hu gt more topic to talk to. its on a saturday~ was verii sick tat day >< im glad tat u were still concern bout me (= i reali am! thank u so much ^^ if i werent sick tat day, i would love to shop wit u til sunway close! :D but sadly, dint gt de chance to do so.. maybe nxt time.. i do believe v can hang out tgt one day ((=







i've gt a wish here.. can count as a burfday wish (= i wish to be like last time! everythg v do v do it tgt! any troubles u cant solve, v can solve it out tgt n i promise u this time i will calm down n talk properly nt like last time >

失败。。

这天终于到了。。 刚开始说我一定能办到。。 一定要坚强。。 肯定没事的 （=
但是。。 我开始害怕了。。 开始退缩。。 坚强不起来。。 ）=
我不敢跟你说。。
现在好想哭。。 这么办。。？ ）‘=

8th November

11.30 am , Tuesday (= , 8/11/11

wee~ its a get out for me ;) since its holiday n after exams, LETS SHOPPP!! hehhhehe xD
went wit sis~ kayy.. FINALLY after ALL the nagging im FREEEEEEE :D
met brandon thre ;) he reach at 11 O___O *early sial~*
was quite awkward at first.. but.. thgs gt better ^^ walk around the whole summit .__. damn bored >< cz the rest reach at 1 == so, i decided tat v 3 should go to POPULAR! :D ehhehehe :3
hang out there till 12.00 i think~ or was it 1? O_O" nvm.. forget it (= went to McD later to wait for the rest~ Brandon ordered smtg to eat.. while i drink his coke :3 dun worry, he dun mind :P help him eat fries maa~
slowly slowly~ everyone starts coming ^^ after so longgggggggg TT loudao come first den lap foong n bryan n etc etc (=
done eating dy leh~ go buy movie ticket lo..

*DANG DANG DANG* *argue starts* .____."

cz of *erkhm* spilted us all in 2 groups == nvm them lo..
they go watch real steel we watch panaromal activity 3.. lap foong watch b4 real steel dy maa~ mai go watch scary show lo.. i thought nt scary derh.. but damn it.. its eff-ing scary!!! :OOOOO creep me out like mad! >< but in the end its meaningless -- nah.. i do enjoy the whole part of it though :D hugging someone like a teddy bear :3 freak him out alot cz he watch the whole thing while i jst huggggg xD
gt 'scolded' by lap foong n loudao =3= say i abandon my sis TT nt my fault TT she ownslef say she okiee derh~ i maii x lyn her lorh.. 无辜的我.. mommy verii geng leh! she can laugh when everyone was so shock >< pro.. 佩服 佩服 .___. 甘拜下风 ^^" sadly she watch until half den go find her fren dy.. kelian loudao alone )=

*LALALA~ AFTER THE SHOW*

mm~ tat time everybody hungry dy~ so lap foong n loudao suggest go thai corner eat (= wee~ go mumm mumm ^^ ermm.. lap foong n brandon ordered water, loudao n another lap foong's fren order water + chicken rice :D ah mei ordered kuey tieow while i order ntg~! xD i share wit ah mei (=
finish eating dy o~ lap foong's fren oso baii baii dy~ den later de guys go play bowling~ (= first time i c frens play leh ^^
DAMN FUNNY! XDDD all cacat =-=" hahahha xD
but brandon most geng!! waaa~ he throw tat time a.. lengzaii dao!! >< heheheh :P
obviously~ his de winner lorh~ 2nd lap foong n last is loudao TT hahah x) no laa~ he first time play maa ((=
finish playing one game dy den lap foong baii baii dunu go whre~
hmm.. since gt time loudao teach us all play snooker :D
once teach ni brandon knw dy~ geng ==
me n mei leh.. cha dou.. TT
play ha~ play ha~ mommy wan us go home liaoo.. ))=
brandon teman us go wait for daddy to come lur~

*not long later*

daddy come~ say gudbye~ go fetch mommy~
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeee today since its been months i dint get to go out wit frens ^^ even though dint do much but it was FUNNNN :D <3

*THE END*

爱你

哎～ 好闷哦今天 >__<"
在学校蛮孤单的。。 不算孤单啦～ 只是好无聊～！！ 在班上睡了一个小时 ＝3＝
没人烦我～不好玩的。。 －，－
今天自己走过去很静哦。。

嗯～ 想起今早上发生的事就觉得。。 生气， 好笑， 可爱， 肉麻～？ xD
笨蛋～！你好厉害啊 ：D 弹到好快哦 >< 让我佩服得五体投地！！ ＝3＝ *不爽*
啊～～ 总而言之就是佩服啦！！ ：D
没想到原来宝贝将厉害的。。 c（： bluekk～！ xD
可是你也好坏蛋 .__. 欺负我 ）‘： 还要我打回给你 >__< 你给我记住你欠我糖呀！！ hmph～！ 糖糖糖！！！ ：D
nyahahaha ^^v *peace*

呜哇哇 TT waitwait。。 waii am i crying ＝－＝ aiya！ im nervous wit ur results le～
hmm。。 5 sec to 8 sec le ＝3＝ cham～ xD
better hope u get gud results o～ ：D
lurves <3 hehe （：

三天不能见到你哦～ 开始想你了 ）：
明天希望能见到你 >< （：
嗯～ 我要睡觉了～ 晚安啦 ^^
爱 <3 钧仪 <3

Sad )': *cries*

BUHUHUHUHUHU TT sad for me larh~
next year nidda be lonely ): *cries*
thanks to someone lur~ make me sad~
HMPH~!! >_<"
cuz of this dunno cry hw manii time liao :O
aiya.. NEXT xD

hmm.. stuff dint went quite well these days :/
fight few time dy >< almost ... nvm~
since stuff settle dy, lets SMILE :D
forget everythg tats unhappie ^^
cz live still goes on eihh? ;)

anyways, jst wanna tel u~
i'll miss eu <3
u knw hu u r xD
nah~ dun miss me too much o~ *perasan* :D
lurveya <3







ngahahahaha c(: was jst bored x)
nites peepos (:
Lurve~ <3 Jinyee <3

BACK!! (: finally? xD (blog abanddon x) )

*BACKKK!!*
hey guys n girls! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL
i dunno i gt hw long i dint frealkin update my post ><
haha.. too manii probs n kinda bsy wit on9 n h/ws
haiz.. ):

*HU LIKEY? ME NO LIKEY ):*
hu like form 2 lives? nah.. nt everyone in my sch (form 2) does..
all of our buddy majority all go diff class.. buhuhuhuhu TT
sad sad.. i've been seperated wit my girlfrens )):
but wad 2 do.. live still goes on rite? (:

*LIER?! NAH.. JK JK!! >,<*
u knw wad.. de fengsui master kinda lied.. u knw y??
cz they say.. this year is a rabbit year..
majority stuff wil go on smoothly.. but guess hw it ends up?

*WAS LIKE OMG! :O*
everythg when like OMG!
at de verii beginin of de year.. i mean de 1st 2 months..(includes nw)
manii manii stuff happen!! >< wad prob oso gt..
frewns prob.. relation prob.. sch prob.. h/w prob.. teachers prob..
== wad oso got.. >< sad sad..

*DAMN DAMN DAMN >< PROBS ALL DE WAY! :O*
if all these come like one by one.. i mean.. 2 days ni come or 1 week ni come den nvm lorh.. but de worst thg is.. all this prob come after one another.. == wth man..
one done another come.. like u knw.. de waves? one down another up den down agn..
nt even a min rest man.. == y mst "they" b so bad?? ):
giv me some rest cant "u" ? -,-
i nid "hols" 2 u knw..

*SAD CASE TT.. HELPP!!*
*pffft* wad can i do?? especially bout de leavin sch stuff.. )):
y shoooo bad.. TT its jst beginin )": haih.. let me waste my tears ni.. -.-
y cant it jst last any longer?? jst til form 5.. mayb after tat.. i dunu..
*takes in breath* so how now? jst let de days goes by.. enjoy it while i can..
n.. until de last day.. do tat? i reali dunwan >< it hurts damn alot..
i reali hope i dun cry tat day.. his shooo shoooo shooooooooooo gonna hurt <
>< i scare i regret sayin.. but i scare i regret nt sayin oso.. so howwww?!!
helpppppppp TT

*TELLIN MY GIRLFREN STUFF :P*
tats 1.. nw.. another 1 is bout my besties..
zini zini.. u okie?? >< dun make me worry sial ):
tell meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee wad happen.. c if i can help.. kays?
cheer up girl! (':

*CHEERIN MYSELF xD*
nah.. dun talk bout sad stuff dy (':
i promised someone tat i cannot me emo tmw..
wad a condition rite?? hahax.. "smart" him/her :p
soooo, i really hopes nt 1 follows me home.. >< hahax
tat dosent reali wad i mean.. but if ur smart.. u'll understand (:

*CURIOUS*
hws everyone preparin? :D tmw is VALENTINE <3 hahax
one year once.. nice? wad do u guys/girls thinks bout this day?
sad? happy? curious? fustrated? angry?
sad cz de person u like dint except u (awww )": dun worry gambateh! :D)
happy cz de person u like accepted u (wootz! congratz! :D)
curious cz wanna c hu's heart gets break or full wit joy! (38 ppl like me x))
fustarted cz u're single n verii despo 4 someone (add oil add oil! u'll find someone someday (:)
angry cz de person u like like someone else ( x) find other target den)
haha.. if im nt mistaken, these ar de few emotions u can c on de ppl's face around ur surroundin tmw.. x)

*BORED*
wad can i talk bout nw?
my life in 2fitrah? (: sounds good (Y)
so lets begin (:
in tat class.. its like.. FREAKIN BORIN!! >< nt as fun as 1fitrah ):
but nvm lur.. at least i hav some buddies n girlfrens thre xD
buddies = edrick, sam, wei HOONG, jiunn yan, ivan :D
girlfrens = ee ling & jane (:
glad tat i atleast hav buddies n girlfrens thre.. if nt i bet tat i would b walkin out "alive" 4rm de classroom durin recess x)
get wad i mean? haha BOREDNESS yea.. tats it.. x)

*OPINIONS*
hmm.. wads ur opinion bout cpl at 14 years old?? O_O
i reali despo 4 ans.. hahax.. nah jst askin.. seems tmw valentine xD
so... wad do u all think bout it? oO *curious*
if gt any opinion, "scream" in de shout out (: THANKS :D

*RECOMANDATION*
oh ya! any songs u all can recomend? OO
i wan some slow smooth songs.. songs tat i can keep repeatin but wont get bored of it.. gt any? oO


SO.. TA-TA 4 NW? oO SHOULD I OR SHOULD I NOT?
HMM.. *WONDERS.. I GUESS TATS ALL 4 NW.. WIL B BACK SOON! :D!
(MAYB IN DAYS OR WEEKS OR MONTHS OR YEARS OR AGES! NAH.. JOKIN :D)

LURVE.. JINYEE <3 muackss

*This life don't last forever..~ (hold my hand)
So tell me wad we're waiting for..~ (hold my hand)

We're better off being together..~ (hold my hand)
Being miserable alone..~ (hold my hand)

Cause I been there before you've been there before,
But toghether we can be alright..
Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold
We hold each other till we see the sunlight..

So, if you just hold my hand, baby, I promise
that I'll do all I can..~
Things will get better if you could just hold my hand..~

Nothing can come between us if you just hold,
hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand..

The nights are getting darker (darker~)
(Hold my hand)
And there's no peace inside (inside~)
(Hold my hand)

So why make our lives harder
(Hold my hand)
By fighting love tonight
(So hold..~)

Cause I been there before you've been there before,
But toghether we can be alright..
Cause when it gets dark and when it gets cold
We hold each other till we see the sunlight..

So, if you just hold my hand, baby, I promise
that I'll do all I can..~
Things will get better if you could just hold my hand..~

Nothing can come between us if you just hold,
hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand..

I can tell you're tired of being lonely..
Take my hand don't let go, baby, hold me..

Come to me and let me be your one and only..
Cause i can make it alright til the mroning..

I can tell you're tired of being lonely..
Take my hand don't let go, baby, hold me..

Come to me and let me be your one and only..
Cause i can make it alright til the mroning..

Hold my hand, baby, I promise
that I'll do all I can..~
Things will get better if you could just hold my hand..~

Nothing can come between us if you just hold,
hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand..

Hold my hand, baby, I promise
that I'll do all I can..~
Things will get better if you could just hold my hand..~

Nothing can come between us if you just hold,
hold my, hold, hold my, hold my hand, hold my hand..


- THE END -

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
LURVEES xD