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最近一直都发恶梦。。 都没睡好。。
那些梦好奇怪。。 因为不管我发生什么事，你都会不理我。。 好像我们从来也不认识那样。。 ）= 是想太多了吗？没有啊。。我都没想。。 这么会这样呢？：/
算了。。没心写了。。 拜拜。。

Missin~ eu~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AnNZYocqDQY
missing eu while listening to this music~ cant blame.. miss u badly )=
today at van's hse, listening to this song while tears in de eyes ))"=
try badly nt to let it flow but came out a lil D: lucky no one saw :3
didnt dare to tel u.. agn..
i feel damn bad for nt telling u stuff.. n its suffering bearing it all alone! >< but i jst cant c u being sad )": it tortures me to c u tat way.. so.. i can only tell it out here (= somehow, i hope u do manage to find my blog but de other half of me doesnt want u to find it .__. how??
will leave it all to fate den..
n de cal ytd nite.. it makes me feel damn bad.. )= its like im damn evil.. am i? guess so :/ no besties.. nt much close frens.. i sucked..
KAYY! SKIP THIS!! >__< dunwan bo moood later ><
lets talk bout smtg HAPPIE! :DD
ohh ohh!! wads de date today?! :DDD
CORRECTO~!! its de 19th of November! ;) weee~~
its been de eleventh month v've been together :3 <3
after all de ups n downs, v still manage to be together.. so.. i hope i can pass this test once agn like de rest of de time ^^
i wish u will b thre for me when i want to give up on us, convince me with our love tat v can go through everythg together (': kayy? i knw u can do it! :*
mwakkakcxx <3I LOVE YOU MY DEAR <3
hahahahah :DD *HAPPPIEEE* ^^



HAPPIE ELEVENTH MONTH ANNIVESERYY~!! <3 LOVE YAA LOTS  <3 MWAKCSSSXX :*

im sorry.. i am.. my bad..

im so so so so so sorry for nt being wit u when u nid someone so badly )=
i knw i suck as a besty )=
v're like soooooo freaking close during form 1! hang out tgt~ tel secrets to one another~ have fun n everythg! but nw.. everythg chg..
since form2, cz of being in diff classes, our topic been lesser n lesser.. my bad.. im nt someone hu knws hw to find topic .__. i suck in it!! D: n diff class diff story.. everythg diff.. tried to talk to u bout stuff but u were bored n werent happie.. i tried to cheer u up but i failed to.. try to chg topic but u werent in de mood i understands why.. so wad i can only do for u is nt to let ppl take advantage of u or bully u.. maybe cz of my over reacting freaks u out n make thgs worst? u started nt to tel me anythg.. slowly slowly.. v've became strangers to each other.. even if v c each other, i jst manage to say a "Hi" only.. n u replied a "Hi" n continue talking wit other ppl.. im glad tat u werent lonely anymore (= gud job gurl! ;) u've gt manii frens now ^^
im sorry for making u feeling left out.. u might think me n him tgt, u shouldnt interupt but u've forgotten smtg~ BiZ!! remember?! 3 tgt all in 1!! or is it me nt bothering u? did i? if i did, im sorry agn.. but i'd try all my best to include u both in my live tgt! >< seems tat i've failed terribly.. )= haihh..
did u notice tat i've kinda stop telling u secret since den? nt tat i dont want to tel u but.. i'd thought about it.. but even wit de 3 of us, i would like some secret between me n him.. all those are jst bout me n him.. if it includes others, i've would have tell u.. im willing to tel u! like wad happen today~ anythg happie or sad~ mayb nid a shoulder to cry on~ till one day.. i dun rmb clearly wad happen but tat time u were hypering~ (de normal sott u who likes to forget everythg bad tat had happen by hypering) i've told u nt to tel anyone bout it.. (dun rmb wad was it) n too bad.. u were hypering tat time so, u jst spill everythg out like almost infront of everyone .__. (like someone drunk dy)so, since tat day, im starting to have fobia >< i dont dare to tel u so much anymore.. scare anytime u hyper ni den spill out agn den doom doom doom.. so tats why.. if u wanna blame me for being stingy, its alrite.. i do agree cz i am..
hmm.. i do hope u'll open up to someone one day.. i mean choose someone hu understand u. cz u're kinda hard to understand. .__." nt hard actually, is jst tat u keep everythg bad everythg sad way way way down de bottom of ur heart.. u dun reali need to tell everythg out.. but jst dont put a mask on ur face.. its verii tiring )= u've been doing it for so long.. arent u tired? >< i knw u dont want to do it but force to cz no one understands u n ppl will ask "r u alrite?" this tat this tat.. *annoying* so.. i hope u'll find tat someone as fast as possible! it doesnt need to be a guy ya knw.. it can be yong le or other ppl u reali trust (= so jia you jia you! (=
hmm.. its been a long long time since i've been talking so much with u cz normally u gt manii other ppl hu gt more topic to talk to. its on a saturday~ was verii sick tat day >< im glad tat u were still concern bout me (= i reali am! thank u so much ^^ if i werent sick tat day, i would love to shop wit u til sunway close! :D but sadly, dint gt de chance to do so.. maybe nxt time.. i do believe v can hang out tgt one day ((=







i've gt a wish here.. can count as a burfday wish (= i wish to be like last time! everythg v do v do it tgt! any troubles u cant solve, v can solve it out tgt n i promise u this time i will calm down n talk properly nt like last time >

失败。。

这天终于到了。。 刚开始说我一定能办到。。 一定要坚强。。 肯定没事的 （=
但是。。 我开始害怕了。。 开始退缩。。 坚强不起来。。 ）=
我不敢跟你说。。
现在好想哭。。 这么办。。？ ）‘=

8th November

11.30 am , Tuesday (= , 8/11/11

wee~ its a get out for me ;) since its holiday n after exams, LETS SHOPPP!! hehhhehe xD
went wit sis~ kayy.. FINALLY after ALL the nagging im FREEEEEEE :D
met brandon thre ;) he reach at 11 O___O *early sial~*
was quite awkward at first.. but.. thgs gt better ^^ walk around the whole summit .__. damn bored >< cz the rest reach at 1 == so, i decided tat v 3 should go to POPULAR! :D ehhehehe :3
hang out there till 12.00 i think~ or was it 1? O_O" nvm.. forget it (= went to McD later to wait for the rest~ Brandon ordered smtg to eat.. while i drink his coke :3 dun worry, he dun mind :P help him eat fries maa~
slowly slowly~ everyone starts coming ^^ after so longgggggggg TT loudao come first den lap foong n bryan n etc etc (=
done eating dy leh~ go buy movie ticket lo..

*DANG DANG DANG* *argue starts* .____."

cz of *erkhm* spilted us all in 2 groups == nvm them lo..
they go watch real steel we watch panaromal activity 3.. lap foong watch b4 real steel dy maa~ mai go watch scary show lo.. i thought nt scary derh.. but damn it.. its eff-ing scary!!! :OOOOO creep me out like mad! >< but in the end its meaningless -- nah.. i do enjoy the whole part of it though :D hugging someone like a teddy bear :3 freak him out alot cz he watch the whole thing while i jst huggggg xD
gt 'scolded' by lap foong n loudao =3= say i abandon my sis TT nt my fault TT she ownslef say she okiee derh~ i maii x lyn her lorh.. 无辜的我.. mommy verii geng leh! she can laugh when everyone was so shock >< pro.. 佩服 佩服 .___. 甘拜下风 ^^" sadly she watch until half den go find her fren dy.. kelian loudao alone )=

*LALALA~ AFTER THE SHOW*

mm~ tat time everybody hungry dy~ so lap foong n loudao suggest go thai corner eat (= wee~ go mumm mumm ^^ ermm.. lap foong n brandon ordered water, loudao n another lap foong's fren order water + chicken rice :D ah mei ordered kuey tieow while i order ntg~! xD i share wit ah mei (=
finish eating dy o~ lap foong's fren oso baii baii dy~ den later de guys go play bowling~ (= first time i c frens play leh ^^
DAMN FUNNY! XDDD all cacat =-=" hahahha xD
but brandon most geng!! waaa~ he throw tat time a.. lengzaii dao!! >< heheheh :P
obviously~ his de winner lorh~ 2nd lap foong n last is loudao TT hahah x) no laa~ he first time play maa ((=
finish playing one game dy den lap foong baii baii dunu go whre~
hmm.. since gt time loudao teach us all play snooker :D
once teach ni brandon knw dy~ geng ==
me n mei leh.. cha dou.. TT
play ha~ play ha~ mommy wan us go home liaoo.. ))=
brandon teman us go wait for daddy to come lur~

*not long later*

daddy come~ say gudbye~ go fetch mommy~
i loveeeeeeeeeeeeee today since its been months i dint get to go out wit frens ^^ even though dint do much but it was FUNNNN :D <3

*THE END*

爱你

哎～ 好闷哦今天 >__<"
在学校蛮孤单的。。 不算孤单啦～ 只是好无聊～！！ 在班上睡了一个小时 ＝3＝
没人烦我～不好玩的。。 －，－
今天自己走过去很静哦。。

嗯～ 想起今早上发生的事就觉得。。 生气， 好笑， 可爱， 肉麻～？ xD
笨蛋～！你好厉害啊 ：D 弹到好快哦 >< 让我佩服得五体投地！！ ＝3＝ *不爽*
啊～～ 总而言之就是佩服啦！！ ：D
没想到原来宝贝将厉害的。。 c（： bluekk～！ xD
可是你也好坏蛋 .__. 欺负我 ）‘： 还要我打回给你 >__< 你给我记住你欠我糖呀！！ hmph～！ 糖糖糖！！！ ：D
nyahahaha ^^v *peace*

呜哇哇 TT waitwait。。 waii am i crying ＝－＝ aiya！ im nervous wit ur results le～
hmm。。 5 sec to 8 sec le ＝3＝ cham～ xD
better hope u get gud results o～ ：D
lurves <3 hehe （：

三天不能见到你哦～ 开始想你了 ）：
明天希望能见到你 >< （：
嗯～ 我要睡觉了～ 晚安啦 ^^
爱 <3 钧仪 <3

Sad )': *cries*

BUHUHUHUHUHU TT sad for me larh~
next year nidda be lonely ): *cries*
thanks to someone lur~ make me sad~
HMPH~!! >_<"
cuz of this dunno cry hw manii time liao :O
aiya.. NEXT xD

hmm.. stuff dint went quite well these days :/
fight few time dy >< almost ... nvm~
since stuff settle dy, lets SMILE :D
forget everythg tats unhappie ^^
cz live still goes on eihh? ;)

anyways, jst wanna tel u~
i'll miss eu <3
u knw hu u r xD
nah~ dun miss me too much o~ *perasan* :D
lurveya <3







ngahahahaha c(: was jst bored x)
nites peepos (:
Lurve~ <3 Jinyee <3